Author : heavenly23
Rating : NC-17
Genre: Romance, Fluffy, Angst, Smut, AU
Summary: Sho had an accident and all his memories from the time he was dating Masaki disappeared. He had to step aside, and start his life without him but Masaki never forgot Sho. One day, Sho came into the store where Masaki is working as a part-time employee. Can it be destiny?
Beta: (Aby) Thank you for all your help and for encouraging me!
The moment before the kiss seemed like an eternity for Masaki, even when it last just a few seconds. Masaki felt Sho's breath on his lips, and his heart pounded faster when the older finally touched his lips, pressing just enough to feel the warmth of their lips together.
When Masaki felt the softness of Sho's lips again, his heart clenched painfully. But even with that pain, he couldn't help but lifting his hands to entangled the fingers on his hair, trying to bring Sho closer to him.
The kiss was shy at first just probing each other, but when Masaki opened his mouth, Sho deepened the kiss. It became harsh and possessive like he wanted to give him everything, making Masaki shiver and gasp against his mouth.
He really missed Sho's taste.
When Masaki opened his eyes, trying to get some air, Sho was staring at him with a sweet smile.
He pressed his forehead against his and he forgot about everything. About the lies, the pain... the only thing left was Sho. And his smile... his scent...
"Sho-chan..." Masaki whispered his name, but he didn't give Sho the chance to answer before their lips were together again.
He kissed him again like he was trying to get back all the time Sho wasn't by his side. Masaki didn't care about the place and soon he sat onto Sho's lap, looking directly into his eyes, pressing his body against the older's clothes.
Masaki was ready to kiss Sho again when he heard a cough on his side. Both boys lifted their heads and looked surprised to the door of the cabin that was open The employee boy was there looking at them with an uncomfortable expression.
"Can you go out of the cabin now, please? We have people waiting to enter and the Ferris Wheel needs to keep rotating." The tone of the boy was neutral, but he was clearly upset.
"Ah...We... We're sorry!" Sho said immediately, making Masaki to get up from him and pushing him out of the cabin.
Once they were out, Sho took Masaki's wrist and dragged him into the crowd, wanting to be far away from the Cosmo World as soon as possible. Masaki could tell Sho was really embarrassed but he didn't say anything until Sho stopped in the middle of the street, breathing heavily from the rush. He wanted to say something cool, something to make Sho feel less ashamed but all what his throat released was a loud laugh.
"Why are you laughing? He...saw us..."
"Kissing?" Masaki didn't stopped and he was even starting to see the funny part of the situation. "I don't think there is nothing to be embarrassed about..."
"It's something you do in private!" Sho took a deep breath and then looked at Masaki. "But... if I'm honest... I could do it again here too"
Masaki was left dumbfounded, eyes wide open. He didn't expected that and unconsciously he took a step back. Sho laughed relaxed now, and talked again
"Don't worry like I said...I like those things in private... like...in my house. Would you come now...?"
Masaki nodded before he even realized and Sho's smile got bigger. He took Masaki's hand and started to walk heading to the train station to go back Tokyo.
They sat together, really close to each other, playing with their fingers entangled, laughing softly from time to time when their eyes met. Neither of them tried to talk but they felt like everything was already said.
Masaki was insecure but he didn't showed it. What if Sho thought he was an easy one...?
But his fears disappeared when Sho took advantage of people coming into the train one station before their destination, bringing his lips close to Masaki's ear whispering how much he wanted to feel him, softly kissing the outline of his neck.
Several minutes later they arrived to Waseda Station. Sho guided Masaki to his home pointing at a large building that was literally five minutes away from the station.
Masaki literally froze in front of the building.
"Something happened...?" Sho stopped when Masaki did it, looking at him with a little worry on his eyes. "You don't need to do anything if you don't want it..."
"No...no it's not that" Masaki exhaled and pressed himself against the older mumbling "I-I want you..."
Nothing was wrong. In fact, the pain he felt inside was kinda warm. It really has to be a signal. If not... why Sho would choose the same building they chose when they were making plans for living together...?
When Masaki said he wanted to go to Waseda University and they started to talk about the future. After a long search they talked about moving in on spring but... spring came without Sho. And all those feelings together were making Masaki feel weak but determined at the same time. He really needed Sho.
Sho took his keys and opened the building's entrance, kissing Masaki all the way to the elevator, pressing him against the wall while waiting for it.
When Sho pushed him into the elevator Masaki thought they wouldn't make it to the apartment. Sho was being demanding and needy, shoving one hand under his clothes caressing the younger's skin roughly.
Masaki whimpered against Sho's lips, arching his back to get more contact with his hands. He let out a frustrated moan when the older stepped back getting his keys again to open the apartment's door.
Once they were inside Sho's home Masaki pounced on him once again, biting his neck before kissing it. Sho started to take off Masaki's clothes running his hands over the sweater letting the coat to land on the floor
Sho was moving slowly, enjoying the moment, undressing Masaki between kisses, stepping back to look at the younger when he was completely naked except for the boxer briefs. He smiled sweetly but his eyes were cloudy from desire.
"You are so beautiful... Masaki..." Sho whispered with a hoarse voice, undressing himself in front of Masaki who couldn't take his eyes off the older. He stared at Sho breathing heavily knowing what was about to happen.
His eyes traveled all over the skin the older was letting exposed with each piece of cloth that ended on the entrance floor. From the perfect jaw line to the little piercing below his belly button... He really wanted to touch him again. And so he did. All his shyness was left behind when he got closer and caressed Sho's body line from the sloped shoulders until his fingers reached the underwear's elastic. Masaki pulled them down, kneeling in front of him with a naughty smile. Sho's hand simply went to his hair, staring at him with his eyes black from lust.
"Can I...?" Masaki asked with a perfectly innocent voice, rubbing gently the tip of Sho's half-erect member with his thumb. "I want Sho-chan to be pleased..."
Sho breathed in sharply, pulling Masaki's hair firmly. He licked his lips watching the younger kneeling before him slowly wetting his lips before sucking softly on the head of Sho's cock. The older boy thrust his hips a little, trying to get more of Masaki's lips. After noticing a little smirk on Masaki's mouth, Sho found himself buried deep inside the younger's throat and grunted in pleasure. Masaki remained a few seconds like that, before drawing back to breathe. He didn't want Sho to come yet, so he deep-throated and licked the boy slowly, torturing him with every movement.
"Fuck Masaki... stop... " Sho whispered yanking Masaki's hair to make him lift his head. "I'm going to make you mine... I'm going to fuck you so deep that no matter what you do you'll still feel me inside..." His voice was throaty and he made the boy to stand up.
Masaki whined with Sho's words and the older dragged him to the bedroom, pushing him on the bed. Masaki was panting softly and impatiently. With a fast movement he took off the underwear he still was still wearing before opening his legs invitingly, staring at Sho. Lazily he started to touch himself, whimpering with his mouth half-opened waiting for the older's next move.
Sho moaned at the sight, getting close to Masaki on the bed. He started to kiss him on the inner thighs without taking off his eyes from the younger's fingers that were caressing himself gently.
He licked the member slowly between Masaki's fingers making him moan and raise his hips to get more of the older's tongue.
"Please... please Sho... do me..." Masaki was begging and looking at the older who smirked and took his own fingers to the younger's mouth to make him cover them with spit.
Sho didn't care about lube and neither about a condom. He wanted him raw. He wanted Masaki to feel every inch, every pull inside him.
Masaki licked and sucked on the fingers almost desperately drowning into the deep of Sho's gaze. He knew Sho wouldn't be gentle. He never was. But he loved the way he always made him feel cared and loved and he wanted to feel it again.
Once Sho's fingers were well-coated with saliva, he placed them between Masaki's legs, caressing the perineum before reaching the spot he was looking for, inserting the first finger inside the younger slowly, leaning over his body to bite his nipples softly.
Masaki's body trembled with the intrusion, whining at the feeling of Sho's teeth on him. The older caressed his skin while moving his fingers in and out him calmly.
Soon he had two fingers pumping inside the younger and his free hand reached Masaki's cock that was begging for attention too. Sho circled the tip before stroking it with an steady rhythm, making him beg for more, sobbing.
When Sho felt that Masaki was loose enough he stopped, and Masaki wailed opening his eyes. Sho looked at him with hunger, placing himself on Masaki's entrance, teasing him before actually thrusting inside groaning in pleasure at the feeling of the warmth and tightness of the younger's body.
"Fuck... Masaki... " Sho's voice was getting huskier and he tugged Masaki closer leaning to kiss him sweetly enjoying the feeling of being deep inside him.
Sho drew his hips back and snapped them forward with a powerful thrust making Masaki meow like a cat and sunk his nails into Sho's hair. After repeating the same movement few times more, Sho sped up and Masaki's whimpers turned into loud moans, feeling like jelly between the older's arms.
Masaki's back arched every time Sho thrusted taking him even deeper, repeating his name at the same time he was being fucked. The older was getting wild encouraged by every moan, kissing and biting his neck and his shoulders, leaving dark marks on his skin.
When Sho angled his hips, brushing his prostate with every sharp thrust, whispering on his ear how much he wanted to fill him with his cum and make him feel good, Masaki really lost it. He started to scream Sho's name, scratching the older's back feeling like he was about to come, he was so close...
"You... are...mine... " Sho grunted, making the words match every harsh thrust, going as deep and fast as he could. "Cum for me... let me know how much your body adores me..."
"Sho-chan..." Masaki whimpered with Sho pushing him into the bed with every thrust until Masaki arched his back taking his arms back to grab the pillow. Soon he let his body free the orgasm with a scream, making his cum to land on Sho's chest.
Masaki rode his orgasm panting heavily, while Sho was still thrusting into him, groaning with the way Masaki tightened around him and he couldn't resist anymore. After a few snaps more against the younger's hips he stilled inside Masaki, releasing his cum inside him, moaning against his skin.
The feeling of the warmth fluid inside him made Masaki gasp and then both boys relaxed on the bed, the silence of the room broke only by his heavily breath. Sho slowly pulled himself out of the younger, but he tugged him against his chest before closing his eyes in silence.
The exhaustion and the pleasant feeling that filled their bodies mixed together with the sweet smell of sex and sweat of the room made both boys end up sleeping profoundly.
"You'll ruin the reputation of our family! Stop doing as you please! Go to Keio and assume your responsibilities as a Sakurai!" Sho's father was screaming, hitting with both hands the desk before him.
"I'm done with the reputation of this family, dad. I am me, not just a Sakurai. I am Sho! I never planned to went Keio, and I broke up with Satomi because I never loved her..."
"I had hopes in the hospital...when you woke up and called for her... I was so happy... then you disappointed me once again..."
"I'm sorry I am a failure to you, dad... but I'm going to live my life. If I only had the courage to do that before probably I..." Sho stopped, and continued talking with a voice few tones lower. " I got a scholarship thanks to my grades and I'll work to pay my life expenses if it's necessary but I won't repeat my mistakes again."
"Why? Why did you do all this... just for a... miserable boy..."
"Stop right there. Never ever talk about him like that again..."
"It's what he is. He left you. You think he came a single time to the hospital to see you? He didn't. He doesn't care about you being dead or alive... He is nothing more than..."
"Stop!" Sho never heard the rest of the phrase. He went to the door with tears falling down his face and slammed the door leaving his father alone.
Sho woke up covered in sweat and tears. Why has he to dream about that again...? It was past.
The situation with his family was cordial now, and they had reached an agreement. Sho went to Waseda and continued his Kendo, calligraphy and ikebana lessons just to have his father bragging about him.
And now... he was capturing Masaki's heart again.
Once his breath was under control, he turned to hug the boy sleeping on his side... but Masaki wasn't there. Sho got out of the bed in a second, calling him and looking for him in the bathroom and around the house until he that his clothes weren't there either.
He went back into the room to send him a message, but he noticed a piece of paper under his phone.
"I'm sorry Sho-chan...I can't bear with this pain anymore. You probably won't understand how much this day has meant to me and how bad I needed you...and why I'm leaving like this. There's so many things I should tell you... but please give me time."
Sho took his phone and dialed Masaki's number, waiting for an answer.
"The number you are trying to reach is not in service..."
Sho threw his phone into the pillow covering his face with both hands laying down again.
Fuck...will I lose you again, Masaki...?
A/N: I'm sorry for being freaking late! I know it's been two weeks, but real life is tough xD College, Christmas, Christmas Shopping...and a lack of inspiration. I wanted to publish for Masaki's bday and Christmas but it was impossible at the end. But expect the next chapter and an OS soon!
A/N 2: Some interesting cards are now on the table! I hope you liked how the story is developing!
Please be gentle, neither me or my beta hinode91 have english as our first language. So I'm sorry for the possible mistakes!